Nothing says “summer!” like more work.

If I had known when I was younger that growing up meant sacrificing my summer to work, I would not have been so hasty to mature. Sure, it’s what’s expected and all that, but I really hate the idea of giving up my last couple of summers as a teen to work.


As the last few weeks of school sloooowly counts down, and the job hunt comes to a halt (I landed a restaurant–the exact kind of place i didn’t want to work), I find myself more stressed and therefore irritable than usual. And I’ll be damned if mom hasn’t noticed.

Of course she’s worried. She thinks I’ll go back to how I was in middle school. I won’t. I’m just stressed, and fed up with society and school and teachers and work and bullshit. I swear the only things keeping me sane right now are Pinterest and my ceramics class. Seeing as my boyfriend has been busy for the last for weeks with soccer and still has a couple weeks more, I’ve had more time left to my own devices. Mostly, I just ended up watching a lot of anime on Netflix.

The reason I’m coming off so mean, I’m sure, is because of how sick to death I am of people badgering me to do shit for them, as if I don’t have enough work to do on my own.

Sometimes, I really hate people. The end of the school year is one of those times.

It doesn’t help that there’s been this whole dramatic thing with the girl that is supposed to be my best friend, but that’s a different story.

I feel like I had all these plans, and they’ll never get done because I’m too busy doing what other people ask of me. Chores, schoolwork, restaurant work, the stress of being in this town, and that bitch that took one look at my hair and said I wasn’t mature.

Well fuck you too. If that’s how you talk to your employees, I don’t want to work there anyways.

I am so done with socializing this year.


Haii Thurr :3

The first week of last quarter seemed to trudge on more months, though that very obviously isn’t the case. I had basically flipped my sleeping schedule over break, becoming a night owl, like I’d choose to be if I could, so the sudden wake up call at seven a.m. left me sluggish and irritable all week. I even fell asleep during biology  one day. Thankfully, the teacher didn’t notice. 

By the way, if you’re interested in my creative writing, I post that on Booksie. Same username, because I use it for everything. It’s my internet identity 😀 my name is SirensCalling and I live in Narnia. That’s just how it is.  But yeah! Booksie! check it out, please 🙂

So, Aside from my chemically-impossible hair and general distaste for school, things are pretty normal. School…… I’m just fed up with it. I used to be able to come up with at least one class I genuinely liked, but not anymore.

Oh right, the hair.

So I dyed it green after I bleached out the rainbow. And it’s turning blue. How is that even possible?? I KNOW that blue turns green because there’s copper in blue dye. But how does the inverse occur? Just…. How? I mean, it’s really pretty and all, but I’m so confused.

Oh, and I’ve also been drawing quite a lot. I posted them all to the page I made for pictures, but here’s my favorites: 










Just to get you interested in checking, haha ^^

Also, I’ll be changing my background picture soon. Not because I don’t like it, because to be perfectly honest I love it. I just feel like it scares people off and I’d really like to have more followers, and more of my posts liked and commented on. So I want to try to make my blog more…. approachable.

I’ll miss my little monster 😦